Thursday, April 23, 2009

demolition round - written by me :)

i wrote this song and i also gave it some chords. hahaha. please rate. tgzk. it's still not finished kaya di pa complete (duh) and im still not sure about the chorus part :D


demolition round
by allan sitjar

intro: G C D


G C D
cause baby you caught me in a big surprise
G C D
i hope you were honest when you were saying those lines
G C D
and now look where this is heading to
G C D
but i do believe your saying the truth

G C D
but still those words left an aching pain
G C D
so hard to bear, left in the falling rain
G C D
my cries of despair were in vain to you
G C D
to you..

refrain:

C G C G
but i'm trying to let go of the things that you do
C G C D
and i'm sick of pretending to be alright
C G
when i know that deep inside
C G C G
i'm still confused on what to say, i know im not okay
C
but i can tell you this..

chorus:

G C
that i could still wait a thousand hours
Em
still count a million stars
D Dsus
still stay awake in the middle of the night

(repeat chorus 2x)
(chords same as verse)

cause darling you think it would be okay
if i'd let you go like that, NO WAY
second chances are always there to stay
and say

cause i know that someday we'll fall apart
the demolition round's about to start
and a round of applause to the host of the night
our eyes meet together for the first time

(refrain)
(chorus 2x)

bridge:

im sticking my head out of the wall,
im waiting for you to answer my call
my heart's about to explode
demolition time has come

sad and emotional songs? tgzk.

last Tuesday night i was trying to get some sleep, unfortunately the sandman was still somewhere sending other people to dreamheaven. so i took my ipod with me and started listening to songs. by that time i was already getting tired of my usual dose of rock, so i took the chance of listening to emotional and sad songs, very unusual for me.

you see, i don't really tend to listen to them, they're just there on my ipod just in case my friends wanted to listen to them, you know, emergency situations :)) by then i realized i wasn't really happy, cause im the type of guy who, in so much trouble of hiding his emotions, gets carried away and sometimes doesn't even know what he's feeling anymore.

to make a long story short, i was sad, disappointed, frustrated, confused. i didn't know what to expect next, since i was so used to hiding my emotions.

the main reason? i can't tell you :D (tgzk)

then today, i recieved a text message that read: "best relationship? it's when you know that you like each other yet you stay as friends". i was really moved by this. i cant explain it, but i cant seem to find the right words to explain it. maybe in time i will..